Waves of energy in Initiation have given me; over the years a clarity of spirit that I have decided must be the purging of the purity of the prophet -- and this should not be taken as dogmatic -- for your personal initiations might take you to areas of the known Universe of Insight that might turn everything I write about this issue upside down. Remember the Book of the Law tells us that there is a veiling of the shrine; and star and star, system & system do not know well each other. Confer Liber AL.
In clarity of spirit go We forth, the Philosophers, theorists, mathematicians, the magicians, the exorcists, the kabbalahists, the scientists, the writers of Θελημα move forth on the Path in this Age of the Crowned Conquering Child knowing that, after all, the tribulation of ordeal is bliss; and who could know this better than those who have known, dared, willed and became silent in their attempts to promulgate our Holy Law; whose Word is Θελημα.
As the energy from the concentration of real Work increases; the enemies who so shamelessly betrayed their Oaths, who lied publicly about us, who slandered us, who spread the slime of misinformation into the very public squares, become, before all, traitors that have tied themselves to a prison of lies; forever choking in their meager and petty attempts to justify their failures. Yes, as the energy increases from the Work of real Initiates-- and every Temple vibrates with the Serpent Vibrations that I shall not elaborate on in this particular essay-- those enemies, who seemed so vicious, evil and uncontrolled are but the many voices of the abyss; where the Sign of the God of Silence; and His active Twin dispel them as We move forth to insights that would be beyond their rotted ruach, decayed nephesh and non existent neshamah.
Waves of energy. Waves of energy. Waves of energy. What is this miracle of manifestation that continues to enlarge my perspective; and inspire my moment? Verily, only those who are of Us can divine the transformation backwards that is forward, (as Incarnation of your ancient spirit has truth in genetic manifestations, of course!!) the averse that is upright; (confer Liber Tzaddi) the color that absorbs all; (Note black is Binah) and the Divinity of the Force of what we have come to call the Thelemic Current absolutely rewards its Loyal with magical powers beyond your wildest dreams.
Jewish Initiates and students of the Kabbalah write of the ש descending into יהוה to try to attempt to explain the Wave of Energy of their awareness of the Sun Current. Armenian Adepts speak about None manifesting Her Primal Existence; and attaining the Force of Ar into the Core of their hearts as Tir the God of Wisdom Speaks; and gives them the balanced force of Vanatur; the Goddess of Civilized Exchange-- the expounder of the birth mysteries of Anahit. Then we have another Brother somewhere who is released from the Sleep of the Vault; and hides the Jewels of the Sanctuary under a Rose making it invisible magically allowing no one but those who are worthy. All these examples are accompanied by this self same Wave of Energy that becomes Spiritual Insight with Transformation.
Last night, last night, last night I thrice meditated upon the origin of this blessed, acquisition of Energy determined in the back of my mind to search the night through my decades upon decades of magical diary to see wherein inhabited the origin of my present Gift from the Gods; yet alas to no avail. A part of me resisted the sensible equations of the matter; and after all --- star and star, system and system; and who am I to save these people --- yet I am bound by My Oaths and must adhere to the method of science so that Initiation and magick might yet be redeemed in the matter written about in ONE STAR IN SIGHT. Hours not really wasted where memories were revived from my diaries gave me perspective; and this seemed good for me. None the less, I awoke before the break of dawn; the energy continuing to saturate My Being; and purge My soul. Was it the sword I placed upon the naked soul of my disciple whereof I tested him to see if he would join my enemy? Was it the Scarlet Spell of Wanga that was imparted upon the Inner Planes; and I shared with a Brother to awaken havoc as Brothers against our common enemy? Was it the newest talisman of magick I created called Inter Dimensional Doorways released into the world? Was it another Trance imparted to me that is not written anywhere; and implies a closet of Garments not suspected to be worn by the King and His Court? I know not; and after returning to a sleep of peace I then slept long into mid day awakening to know the answer; and the energy Itself had resolved my unresolved links in this chain that had baffled me; and surprised me.
The entire parable is in the Sword that is driven into the Stone that cannot be taken but any but the true King. The parable appears in many places; but none the least in the story of folklore and written in the invisible ink upon the ancient leather books that shall never disintegrate-- for they exist in places on planes where only the elite that have been proved, would be permitted access.
Yes, I knew this before I REALLY knew this; and I only now know it as it should be known -- and therefore I may yet again know it knowing I have not known it on the plane I now know it, and realize it on yet another plane where the lens of my Being does not yet View it for want of a way to peer around the blind spot of still another perspective to know it yet again!
(Will I then know it? Of course not, that would be a black brother attitude!)
I have watched the tendency of my rivals finding the tendencies of these waves of energy being sensed have driven them insane with hatred for me. Only I really know why they have acted as they have and I never meant to be the Watcher or idlely watch their business-- merely being curious how they could be so sure of themselves with so little energy!!
Nevertheless I beheld my formulas of magick in their slave like mimics; and resisted compassion and hatred; knowing that they could not exist for me in the way they did before my greater initiations.
So then, these Waves of Energy appeared in phenomenal existence itself assisting me in my understanding of cause and effect. Every true Initation does double, triple Duty; and manifests into the Plane of Disks in ways that I may not have time in this lifetime to understand completely.
To see the Word of the Law, being Θελημα in still another Light is a joy that can only met with by experience.
In closing, I might hint that the Light of NOX naively called the Night of Pan --- and more correctly called the omnipresence of Her Body as perceived from the point of view of Energy Manifesting Will and Will manifesting Energy and Manifestation manifesting potential -- the Madness of Pan, the Frenzy of Odin, the Vengeance of Ar, the Reward of Ra-Hoor-Khuit, the Trance of the Temple of Nuit, and the Great Reward that hath a secret Name to No Man, i.e. Nemo is only one of the treasures that arise from the Great Sea of Insight where Waves of Energy awaken initiation and purge your being of the stress of magical warfare or general past karma.
Of course, there is more to what I'm saying I'm saying having said what I said I use this new magical power to create Temples and Arcane between the words of what I say so that I need not spend all day talking overmuch where spiritual insight is manifested directly as pure energy; and the energy that I have set up where the Juggling is done so perfectly that the objects Juggled are invisible revolving around an invisible House.