Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law
These past five years have been very active; and with the majority of my enemies vanished backwards into the woodwork as they finally realize that nothing ever really mattered to me but the Great Work. The end of a series of magical wars and magical experiments has meant many a magical gesture where great assimilations of data and scientific experiment has reached a multitude of geometries.
None the less into the point event, and None the more into infinite space I feel that radiant balance that is common where satisfaction of the magical gesture placed as a manifested conductor of even another manifested talisman of magical link kicks into gear and I move forth to the next obvious step into the glorious darkness of experience, experiment and prepare for the next magical operation where I challenge the secrets of the universe by my newly constructed arsenal of magical weapons.
So many years have now elapsed, and I have only been able to bring a few to the glory of the method of science (not to mention the Higher Initiations) and I have gone through stages of near callous frankness as if to scream at them in frustration, and I have gone through stages of calm patience as if to wait for them to grow into maturity as children, and I have gone through stages where they were my family and tried to speak to them as brothers and sisters as if they were related to me to get my vital points across, and some I have treated them like slaves knowing that only discipline could penetrate the thickness of their obsessive skulls and today, presently where I work without lust of result balancing fraternity with discipline and permit the principle of Liber Tzaddi the rule of mode ever watching for those in My Circle to show signs of any tendency toward the real and greater initiation. For only those who have attained can discover anything new and all the others operate like a profane scientist whose discoveries cannot include the factor infinite & unknown in the sense of the Master who lives in the Night of Pan.
The IQ is only partially a factor in such state of affairs for unless the creative genius erupts from the depths of supernal balance then nothing will be discovered that is truly new but simply the sorcery of rearrangement where the highest IQ is simply a dog of reason rotting away his or her life with the delusion that high intelligence and the type of creative genius of the Master can have any real parallel. The realization of this spiritual insight was so horrifying to a student of mine being a member of Mensa that he committed suicide from inferiority complexes with my training over a three year period. Yet others of his IQ saw the point; and did not have crippled social skills as he did - and I relate this only as one of the many adventures that saw the light of day in this particular five year period of spiritual adventure.
Yet taking new Probationers is, I admit, a great strain and the Wisdom of the Order to alternate five years of silence with speech does give you recovery time but assists to keep back the darkness of the opposition like the black brothers, the confused Governments and the even more confused Church and other cursed creeds that operate with mechanical current.
For silence is not only a time of healing to gain strength for the next Manifestation but a time where we can create the fortresses against the evils that move forth invisible to the multitudes. It is no wonder that the Sign of the Lord of War is followed by the Sign of the Lord of Silence!
Having made new friends, having new students, making new discoveries, writing with real excitement in my magical diary have been near daily occurrences in these past five years of Speech as I now prepare for the new adventures that erupts into My Being as I withdraw into the silence to further my Great Work which has taken new directions and new insights.
Wherein I exclaim that the truth of the joy of existence is only truly appreciated when you have built a chariot that is moving forth toward the unknown experience and discovery. Once again my Adoration Unto Nuit changes to meet the challenge of infinite possibility that simply did not occur to me the day before.
For the mere Neophyte the cursed domain of the three might be the inertia of the three Paths into Malkuth; and yet it is merely an initiation away from the Manifestation of the Rainbow to the secrets of the Moon.
Verily, that darkness which the novice aspirant tried not to fear became the Goddess calling those sacred two words of Holiness toward infinite possibility and all that primal fear vanished as the joy of the universe began to awaken.
Behold, the Spell of invisibility draws near and know, yea, know that the excitement is only just begun!
Aumgn.
Love is the law, love under will